Left and arrived

For love I left my city, my state, my university, my jobs, my friends, my family, my philanthropic work, my political party, my relatives, my house, my country, my career, my…
I lost a lot of things, but also I gained another ones.

This huge solitude I’m going through right now is just a consequence of some of those things I have lost, as my ability to think I’m able to do everything I want as I use to do before. And why I lost that ability? Because I was trapped! I was trapped so many times in the United States and here in Switzerland that I’m losing my will of fighting for the things I really want. I think I entered twice in a line of “sabotage”!

Among many things I have wrote about, I think what really bothers me is that I learned all my life that everybody deserves the same treatment and a good one, doesn’t mattering if this person is the president of a country or a guy who does the cleaning.
For this reason, I got tired of being treat as a person of third category and tired of seeing immigrants being treat so badly with a smile in their faces!
I was not accepted at gynecologist office, at hair stylist and even at gym with the poor excuse that they just get old client and not new ones. Come on, give me a break? How come they business survive in a place of less than 20 thousand people?? They are not alone here! Definitely, I’m not used to that.

Also I got tired of this mediocre and hypocrite “first country” called Switzerland where foreign people have the plates of their cars marked with a higher number to difference Swiss people from us; us equal nobody! This is a pure and solid apartheid act!
I’m tired of being judge by the color of my passport! I’m tired of being judge and condemned even before I commit the crime! I’m tired of paying a very high price as a result of the incompetence and disorganization of Swiss people and their bureaucracy! (Look at this past post if you are interested to know why all this happened to me)

I can’t stand that. Worst, I will complain about that to whom? To United Nations? Where? In Genève? Pretty funny, they will heard my complains, yes sure!

When I was told that I was moving to here I was walking in clouds. I was really happy with the new beginning, new life, new home, new culture, new everything. This "be in peace with Switzerland" lasted for like 1 year or so and it started deteriorate when I found out that Swiss "never" makes a mistake and doesn’t matter how wrong they are they don’t take it back and if for like a miracle they do is just to show how superior they are!
I got tired of this air of superiority, of this pre-conception about develop countries and many other things that happens every day.
My complete dislike for this country is not something that I developed gratuitously! I do have my reasons!

Well, I thing I got too far with my feelings for the “neutral country” and I forgot the real point of this post.

I left and I arrived many times from many places for one unique reason: love!
I think I have no other conclusion besides: I’m pretty sure I could do everything again!