My first post

Jalapao, Brazil by me

Wow! I’m getting exciting! It is my first blog ever and I decided to do it after reading many blogs from many brave and beautiful women around the world. I still don’t know what to say, what to do, but I guess that it is kind of normal.

I’m from Brasil, but I live in Switzerland right now and… well let see a polite way to put in words my feelings about that: I hate it!! I’m living away from people that I love and care since 1997 and I got tired of it. I left my country to support my love’s dream to pursue a PhD degree. What I’m saying is that I did not left because I really wanted to, or to follow my dreams. Did I agree? Well, I did! I know that!

What a pretend with this blog is to know myself is to re-find about myself because I have forgot who I am in this years! I do miss myself! I have suffered a lot. I’m alone all the time, and I’m trying hard to find some motivations on me. I still have a good memory of my past that is not too far away and I think I can count on it to rescue me. But first I need to think if I want that woman back, or if I want to be a new one.

It is too much for the first post ever, don’t you think? I hope that I can reach my goal here. Well, looks like that I’m feeling a little power into my soul right now. Is that fast? Noooooooooooo!!!

Take care!