I'm stuck!

New Brazilian Passport

I sent my passport, to Brazilian embassy in Zurich, to renew it 2 weeks ago and I’m getting pretty uncomfortable because I’m not able to go and to come, as I want to/like to.
Nothing, absolutely nothing, is more important to me than my right to go and come as I have written here sometimes. It’s sacred for me!
I may not go anywhere, but I’m the one who decides that and not a world’s bureaucracy!
I feel like I’m being very contradictory in my statement…At the same time that I don’t like papers or documents whatsoever to prove that I exist or that I love someone or that I can go somewhere I’m here begging for having this piece of paper in my hands so I can prove that I exist and then go somewhere!!

I really don’t think about having my life represented on a paper, but think about the importance of such a document just when I need it as now.
I promise a friend that I would go to Stuttgart to help her out, and I can’t. I told another friend I would go to France to talk to him and I can’t. I can’t!
I’m stuck here, in this tedious and well-feed Switzerland! This country is so claustrophobic; it has no horizon to peace my mind!

Anyway, I called the embassy and I got a very evasive answer about how long it would take to have my passport back in my hands! Well, there is no another way than resting my butt in a chair and wait… I could be “Waiting for Godot”…

At least I’ll get the pretty new model of Brazilian passport. It was completely remodeled with 16 new security dispositives because this passport is the most value one in the world’s black market. Why? Brazilians have no specific face due to all miscegenation you had/have there. It isn’t easy to identify a Brazilian, male or female, just looking at ours ethnic characteristics. It’s hard even for us Brazilians!

Oh god, what I’m doing here….it’s carnaval! It’s carnaval in Brasil!!

I really can’t believe it! Again, I’m in domiciliary prison!!

Old Brazilian Passport